by - 22.06

hallo love
do you ever feel like you want to something new in your life but you just stuck with your current life?
me, i do.
i'm stuck in every way i try to move, to change.
even i won't change my personality.
i just want to try something new but this current life is overwhelming me a lot.
i want to go out. i want to feel free.

my bae; my moodbooster

this current life is abt college life's and love story of mine. maybe it isn't too serious as you think, but it makes me feel down and down.
i just stuck with those problems. when my thesis is stuck because my lecture becomes so perfectionist, which is he wants to me to do something more abt my thesis. and i just can do what i can do. even now i try and try to do like he wants to, but i had a boundary of patience to do this. 
as long as i feel stuck, my friends always be here, encourage me like they won't stop to do this. i feel so lucky to have them in my life.
they won't let me to go out from this current life, because they want me to finish first before i have another work.

not quite up there.
love story makes me feel down too. if you guys know me so well, you'll understand why i say i'm stuck, stuck with somebody suddenly left me. 
not for one, but most of them left me without any explanation why they left me.
am I so bad? physically, yes i do. i'm not into handsome guy with muscle body, or white skin or rich or anything.
but i have true love to bring a story with you. i wish we have another love story with happy and joy. but for me now, trusting people is hard to do since i used to be lied by person. their promises seem  so fckin bullsht and i'm still believing them and smilling whenever they try to lie to me. 
okay, now, i'm literally stuck, i won't trusting people as i used to trust them before. because my heart was broken into a thousand pieces, i won't let my heart break again and again, because healing my heart is quite hard:)))
sorry for this long story.

i was wearing:
shirt as inner: unbranded
tshirt as outer: uniqlo
bottom: 24:01
boots: thrifted
bag: something borrowed
necklace: h&m
glasses: h&m
watch: casio
rings: h&m

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  1. Wow, this post is just perfect. Such an inspiring words and believe me when I do say I feel you.

  2. Hope you feel better anytime soon, I know life sometimes so harsh on us but it will be alright later on❤️

    1. amen! Thankyou soooo much love xo

  3. Lhoooh ya aumpun aku ikut sedih bacanya :( I'm insecure about my physical appearance too and my love life seems like going nowhere. And it's kinda my fault so it makes me feel awful everyday. Ah gini nih jadi pingin curhat panjang lebar juga kan :(

    Take care and don't be sad.
    Rizuna from A Well-dressed Nerd

    1. sorry for spreading sad story to you :( *sending virtual hug*

  4. I feel you so much.I always love change and I need it in my daily basis.
    "Sometimes,to achieve greatness,you have to cut off a little piece of yourself.No matter how much it hurts in order to grow,in order to move on"
    Also this bag is so cute!

    New on

    1. Thankyou so much! Your words and your spirit means everything :")

  5. I love your boots! Can't believe they were from thrift store. Mind to share where did you shop?

    Oh Dear Bumblebees

    1. So do I. I found those pairs on vintage store:))

  6. Amazing outfit,love everything about it!! :)

  7. Thank you my friend :D

    OMG, Im in love with all look :o I want your bag and boots!

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    1. definetely me too, thankyou Miguel xo

  8. Wah, jadi ikutan galau tiba" ini :( Love life in between our ages seems so fragile, isn't it? But cheer up, when you got best friends, you got everything! Let's move on^^ Anyway, love your monochrome outfit as always, you're the master monochrome, really <3



    1. sorrry jadi kebawa galau huhu yes ofc love story in current age is really fragile, u may knowin this as well:" thankyou dear xo

  9. Following you back!

  10. I have a problem like you. I just want something new but it won't come to me.
    I love your blog and your post is great <3

    Would you like to follow each other? I followed you and can't wait to see more posts from you :*

    1. Thankyou dear,i wish that your current life's gettin better <3